hello big sis....as much as I don't like and want to say this,I have been sexually assaulted a lot by my older cousin at a very young age of four,five, and my early sixth year. I haven't told anybody about it even till now... I am seventeen.. the guy came to my house to greet my father..he acted nice and even told me that I've grown a lot..he thought I had forgotten all that he use to do to me...I want to keep myself till my wedding night but I hate the fact that I'm a not a virgin...I cry a lot when I remember it..its such a sad experience and I hate myself...what should I do?

March 20, 2022, 7:56 p.m.