I am scared to speak out whenever I've been wronged.Since I was young,I've only been taught to say is I'm sorry,please forgive me,it was a mistake and I won't do it again which I learned how to do perfectly even when i'm not guilty.As the first born i believed it was a duty for me but I grew up and realized that it only ruined the good reputation I was supposed to have,so I stopped and started defending myself whenever I was accused but it was counted by my father as being disrespectful and now I don't anymore talkmore of speaking out.I just let him accuse and paint me bad anytime he wishes.So I'm afraid to say that the speaking out issue does not work where I come from.My father hates it when you do such,I guess he prefers me being a moron.l just don't understand him. My only prayer is that I be free from him soon enough.

March 20, 2022, 7:58 p.m.