Hi big sister...... I really love your good works😘 God bless you. Now it all started in 2015 when I was in ss3. Then in school I was among the best student in my class and because of this I don't want to let my guard down, I was very serious and discipline even to the extent that my classmates were saying guy "u too serious set abeg sofri dey read" and also girls with their problem (they were serious crushing on me). Mind u, i have never have sex even till now.So fast forward to when our ssce result came out and for sure I tried, I really wanted to b a medical doctor, I did jamb I passed (197) but was not satisfactory. So I decided to retake jamb in 2016 still d same course, I did it I passed (193) again but was not OK by me.....so my dad came up with the ideal of me becoming a military man (NDA) ..I took the form in 2016 but all to no avail.....again in 2017 I applied the same thing jamb (pharmacy) 225 and NDA....and I passed both most especially NDA.... I went to there school in north 4 the screening and I passed it very well (11 each per state I was the 10th person) and they called from number 1 to 9 in each state abandoning the rest of us and that serious affected me serious cos I didn't write post-utme in the school I selected in my jamb due to putting NDA as my first....2017 wasted again. Now I want to write Jamb again because of the encouragement my parents gave to me cos I don't want to school again I want to travel out and make money cos most of my friends I help in school back then has abandoned,forgotten me, looking down on me and gossiping all sort of things. Some times I will be thinking can I reall make it in this life...I will be afraid.... Also have the thought that God did not made me well at all cos I'm a kind of slow in speech (stutter). I really need your advise BIG SISTER.... Once again God bless you, Amen!

March 20, 2022, 7:58 p.m.