There are so many things I want to do but there are many road blocks. Finance is a major, tried getting a job but it's not working out in my favour. My academics were badly affected by my poor health, my results for the first 2 years are nothing to write home, this is my 3rd year. I'm losing hope daily, it's not easy being a girl in my family. I'm basically just TIRED of everything. I'm not being ungrateful because I know I have it better than most girls but the truth is I don't think anyone would like to be in my shoes. I spend my days wondering whether to be happy or sad and why too. But the truth is (forgive my language) "life's a bitch, if it were a slut, it would be easy!"

March 20, 2022, 8:01 p.m.